hmm, yakin tuh?

heylooo

jadi gini, orang tuh suka aneh ya. kita semua pasti pernahlah ngalamin those awful days when people just keep on abandoning us. Nah udh pernah kan baca postan ku yang ada unsur unsur dimana orang orang tuh bener bener gak peduli ama kita? atau ngejauhin kita. Nah, aku sadar ya rupanya how people act towards us is actually based on ourselves. Ada quote yg bilang "my attitude is based on how you treat me", nah i realized that many people are actually absorbing that quote and use it.

Bener sih. It's a world full of judgy people out there. somehow in their heads, you gotta be what they want you to be or how they want you to be, to be accepted among them or to fit in. if you are living in this kind of world and you feel like the situations bikinlo ngerasa gak nyaman karena mereka kayak benci samalo well itu semua harus diliat dr dirilo juga. kita sebagai manusia gabisa dong ngeliat dari satu sisi doang sedangkan di dunia ini ada thousands of different perspectives. beribu ribu sisi yg beda.

Jadi ya emang situasi tuh gak bakal selalu jadi seperti apa yang kita mau, dan gak akan selalu bikin kita nyaman. Yes, be who you are but see the situation. You cant dress like a hobo to a fancy party right? even though you dont care what they say.


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d u r i a n

pemilu! bismillah for my dad<3

sblm pemilu nih gue mampir dulu ke rumahnya adeknya almarhum kakek gue yg dari papi. rupanya udah disiapin dus dus isinya duren. I remember how i love durian so much till i am sick of it. dulu gue suka bgt deh yg namanya "durian" bisa tuh gue ngabisin semuanya. tapi gatau kenapa lama lama gue agak mual makan itu. Since that time, i dont eat durian that much. 

Durian itu dinobatkan menjadi "King of The Fruits" mungkin klo di kalangan buah, nama itu mama yg plg bergengsi kali ya. I heard that in japan, durian costs like Rp. 500.000! bersyukur deh belu durennya disini hahaha.

sekarang gue malah gasuka deh ama duren :/ tapi gue gak mual gimana gitu klo nyium baunya. nah disini, di rumahnya adeknya opa gue, i decided to try one..turns out..gue nyadar gue gasuka beneran so if someone asks, durian? I'll say Nah. 

Ketika mami bernostalgia (part 1)

heyloo

Gue baru aja nyampe di kota dimana orang tua ku bertemu, aka, Jember! unfortunately, udh malem jadi belom ngeliat keindahan nya. Mm mungkin bsk kali ya. 

Karena malem and we decided to eat first instead of going to the hotel rightaway. my mom took us to this old small restaurant atau orang jawa ngomongnya "Depot". nama restorannya sih ya "Depot Jawa Timur" haha. 

 

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I found out that "depot" ini udah lama bgt. Why? Because my mom suddenly said "dulu mami karna gak punya uang klo mau makan disini pesennya setengah. Kalau makan sama papi, setengahan sama papi". wow man, i just ate like one portion of rice and a chicken's wing. Which was enough for one person. ONE person only. Jadi bersyukur banget sekarang. Allah itu adil. i see how much Allah cares about my parents. 

so i heard what my mom said and imagining how it was. How my mom and my dad was when they were still "dating". mami ku and papi ku dated for like 7 years and they got married in August 1999, if i am not mistaken. in that 7 years they traveled almost around the world. Almost. Kalau dilihat mereka sih bukan tipe yg backpacker atau yg begitulah. They use suitcases. but they travel so it's kinda the same. 

They met here, in Jember. karena both of them berkuliah di salah satu universitas disini. Mami ambil jurusan Hubungan Internasional karna katanya dulu mau jadi diplomat. Papi ambil yang sama, Hubungan Internasional untuk S1, nah baru S2 nya ambil politik di UI. Dulu bisa dibilang mami lebih mampu lah ya jadi dulu mami sering beliin sepatu buat papi, sekarang dilihat coba? Semua yg mami punya dibeliin papi. Dibeliin papi tapi teteplah punya Allah~

Segitu dulu deh yaa xx

Penjelasan

heyloo

semuanyaaaaaaaaaaa gue kalo ngepost gak semuanya apa yang gue rasa atau alami yaa. i thought you guys should know that, cause i dont want people to take it wrongly. 

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