Night Post: craving for attention

everyone needs an attention, am i right? for some people, they cannot live without one. Dan kadang perhatian itu susah di dapet. entah orgnya emg cuek atau orangnya emang gamau ngsh perhatian nya. yang nyesek lagi kalo udah susah payah tapi tetep aja diabaikan. atau klo lo udh nge'kode' tp orgnya gangerti. hmmm, gak semua "nyari perhatian" itu ke cowo. tergantung niat sih sebenernya, bisa aja nge-"caper" atau nge-"kode" ke ortu buat minta sesuatu, ya gak?

Now, there are names for those people who needs attention. They call it "attention seeker" or "caper" in indonesia. ya itu sih buat yg sering nyari perhatian di dpn cowo. Tapi kita semua setuju kalo nyari perhatian ke siapa aja dan tetep gak dikasih tuh yang namanya 'perhatian' itu pasti greget abis.

we fear rejection, want attention, crave affection and dream of perfection

the problem is that some people are too mean to look to give a small attention to those who needs attention. I mean, to the one who really really needs an attention. sampe sampe orang itu bener bener cuek, bener bener gak peduli, bener bener sombong. pada akhirnya, if they are the one who needs attention, no one there will give one. probably, you call it "KARMA"

these kind of things are usual. It happens anywhere, anytime. But not getting enough attentions could gives a great impact. And mostly the impacts are bad, are not good. Well, to know the impacts, see yourself. What happen to you when you're not getting enough attention? me, i overthink. I hoped. I wished. I pray. I cry at night. And somehow, my brain keeps working, keeps thinking. and at the end i realized it's not worth it. 

Sebenernya gak apa apa kalo kita gak dapet perhatian yang banyak. Bagusnya, kita bisa lebih fokus sama diri kita sendiri, dan sama tujuan kita. Liat aja entar kalo kita berhasil, eveyone will finally gives you their attention.