love

we all fall in love. And surely,we all fell in love. In the past, future, or even now. Falling in love is a basic human nature. obviously. people say, some people are afraid of falling in love. The fact is that they aren't actually afraid of falling in love. They're just afraid of not being loved back. Being loved back is probably a hard thing to accept. but why wasting on something that is completely not for you? if what you want doesn't happen, then there must be something better that will happen to you. And maybe, it will be something beyond better. Patience.

anyways, sometimes we don't even realize that we fell in love. it's like; and BANG you're in love. and sometimes when we love too much, we forgot how did we actually fell in love. Falling in love? equal to thousands of feelings. Falling in love? do you mean by the butterflies in your stomach? do you mean by distracted? do you mean by cant sleep at night? do you mean by standing quietly alone just with the thoughts in your head? yes, falling in love is when you cannot explain what you're feeling. in fact why would we explain it? we feel it. falling in love costs big. costs much. costs everything. it force you to decide. but it brings happiness. it gives you a feeling that you never felt before. it's like happiness hits you like a train hits a wall. a thick thick wall. it's like being hit by a bus but you really like the feeling. it's wonderful. even though sometimes it may be hurtful, yet people cant get over it. it will happen every time. steps by steps. whether it is going to be slowly or fast. it will happen.

like i said, falling in love costs many things. costs every thing. it gives you heartbreaks, joy, tears, and smiles. Us, we need to be ready. for how love will come. Don't find love, let love finds you. let it breaks into your deepest layer of your heart and let yourself feel it. Heartbreaks are a usual thing. sometimes different person, same story. Same person, different story. When you fall in love, don't hide. don't lie to yourself. just accept, admit it to yourself. And when you didn't get what you wanted to or what you expected to, do not worry. It means that something better will happen. something better. do not be frustrated of love. like i said, it will come. patience is what you need. 

but before you fall in love to a person. don't forget to be in love with yourself first. how are people suppose to accept you when you are not accepting yourself? you are an important thing. you are important to someone out there.  

so yeah, i guess that's all that i can say. i know i haven't post a lot, but here it is. another creation of words by me. for the closing :

xx