Abandonement huh? wow that word is deep. And Loneliness? i kinda feel that a lot. Not saying i got no family or friends. But i feel that every night. Not saying i'm expecting for someobe to text me. Infact i almost cry every night.
The tears are now almost running down. thinking about how people blame me and take me as a bad person in almost every thing. How people judge me in everything i say and i do. I know that you would probably think that this kind of thing is boring or usual. But if you feel this way, it kills you very slowly.
sometimes i ask myself, why do i always have to be the one who do the bad things and people gives sympathy to the victim of what i did? and i feel like people lie to me. They lie to me when i ask them of their feelings on me. they tell what's not right instead of the truth.
i'm sorry everyone. Sorry. But please dont kill me this way. I know it is wrong. But you and i are human beings. We did mistakes, didnt we? dont lie to me it will only make it worse. Say the truth, please. Dont quip me. dont judge before knowing the truth behind it. please.
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